Donation from Lush!

As a child, Amanda had had to care for a sibling and put other’s needs and feelings first and fit in around them. This left her with a weaker sense of self. Always feeling the odd one out, she has been bullied for being different. Amanda has worked in cafes, shops, and pubs. She was unable to complete courses, due to stress, domestic abuse, five children, pain, alcohol and drugs and a mental health crisis resulting in hospitalisation.

As a child, Amanda had had to care for a sibling and put other’s needs and feelings first and fit in around them. This left her with a weaker sense of self. Always feeling the odd one out, she has been bullied for being different. Amanda has worked in cafes, shops, and pubs. She was unable to complete courses, due to stress, domestic abuse, five children, pain, alcohol and drugs and a mental health crisis resulting in hospitalisation.

This my story, my journey from addiction to sobriety.
 
I have not had a childhood that I would want any child to ever experience. Addition to alcohol and drugs has becomes my shelter, my way of keeping myself alive. Sadly, I was still a child -I was 13- when I discovered that substances could provide some sort of relief to the pain I felt. It was as soothing as it has become disruptive. But it was an escape from the harsh reality of the world and from the trauma.